Battling the grief :(

To grieve or to mourn is always something that I have associated with death and the loss of a loved one. This is absolutely what it is. But I didn't realise you can grieve and mourn in with other 'losses'. After our recent disappointing appointment, I struggled quietly a lot inside and I expressed some … Continue reading Battling the grief 😦 →

“It will be worth the wait…”

Something so often said to us but something I don't want to hear. I don't want to wait. I don't know why I have to wait and most other couples (7 out 8) don't have to wait. Why me? Why us? Why did God choose us as the couple amoungst our friends who have to … Continue reading “It will be worth the wait…” →

Today is another bad day

Just when I thought I was beginning to feel better, a little brighter in myself, to the point that I was happy and excited to go to a baby shower tomorrow, I have fallen apart again. And had to pull out of the baby shower to celebrate my soon-to-be-here niece. Since we had our appointment … Continue reading Today is another bad day →

Just hopping on another roller coaster…

So, my husband and I decided that we needed a few days away from the world so we booked ourselves a couple of nights at a beautiful spa hotel way away from where we lived. Life in the last 6/12/18 etc months has just been really, really hard. Feb half term holidays were coming up … Continue reading Just hopping on another roller coaster… →